Holding On

I know I'd loose all
I know I'd hurt myself
But I'd still follow this path
Cause you went this way......

I know I'd fall
I know I may be dead
But what is this life
If I can't be when you need me

Every passing second
Seems like a nightmare I can't get up from
But its worth the prize
I'm hoping for...........

Still seeing you
Waiting for a turn you'd turn back
And your eyes
Will take away all regrets I made in life

Everyone says you'd break me down
And will cause my destruction
But I'd better die for you
Cause you're the reason I live for....

I'll be Gone

I'm gonna leave it all

I'm gonna say goodbye

I can't really hold on

I'll leave it all behind

Across the sea

I'll make my way through

I'll search for many new ways and

Find a way to forget you

This cursed life

Is not what you deserve

So its better if I move on 

With the pieces of shattered thoughts

And blurry memories

May you find whatever you wish to............

Never thought 

You'll make such a difference

In my life.

Never really imagined my life without you....

But I have to go far away

Far from home

To Find a new HOME

             Cause you never imagined your life with me in it..               

When words Fail

Can't really say

What's happening inside

Cause words fail to describe

Words are not enough to describe you

I can't believe myself

Nor the world I live in

Am I finally there?

Did I make it through?

You have become a part of me

A dream

That turned into reality

You are a part of my soul......

The melody inside my head

Sings a tune made for you

Which will reach your soul

No matter the distance between us

I wish all those nights

With tears in my eyes

Be long gone

In the darkness

And you'd always make me smile

Through the darkest hour

And you'll comfort me with your presence

But you don't have to say anything

Cause words are not enough to describe you

The Unforgiven

Amidst a thousand lives
He stands
With a heart more cold than ever

Post fear...Post redemption
His soul is taken....he stands
With a grip stronger than he ever had

So many lies, So many times
He has broken hearts
And its now his time

He separated himself
From the cruel world
He never wished for this toxicating life

Never had he asked for
A second chance
Nor did they give him

He's aware of the fore coming
Not afraid not shaken
He knows his destiny

Facing the end...he stands tall
Never could he ask for kindness
Never had he seen

His head high
His nerves ready for one last fight
Unforgiven he stands......Still not forgiven this time

For One Last Time

Forever I stand
For a moment , rare to find
Screaming out for your hand
I'm trying for one last time

I need to save myself
From breaking into pieces
The sorrow is breaking me
I need to keep holding on

The blood inside my vain
Cries to come out from this cursed body
And a touch from hell
Tortures my soul in sleepless nights

Before the moment comes
When I surrender myself
To the devil that's fighting with me inside
Will you come to rescue?

I've waited this long
And I can't stand anymore
But I'll be with you
Cause this heart is all yours

This night on the snowy cliff
I stand with open arms
On the verge of breaking down
As I prepare to destroy myself

I'd scream out your name
For one last time
The call for the last rescue
For the hope that still burns within this soul