Random thoughts

Kiss me
Hate me
Throw me away

Curse me
Bless me
Show me the way

Hold me
Kick me
Bring me my pain

Touch me
Kill me
Feel me again

I'm drowning
Please save me
And make it sure

And hold me till I die
And then cry...so I'll know
Your love is pure!

Loser!

And just when I thought

Life could not have been better

All I've found in this life

Crashes down to my feet!

I realise that all along

I've been wrong

Not right for a single moment

Still fighting to make it right!

I'm a loser, loosing is all that I do

After all this time I come to realise the truth

Darkness is covering me now

Black is all I see around me!

Smile seems to me

Just a gesture

A necessary process

To not let anyone know what I feel!

So here I go, down the rainy road

To somewhere I've never known
Pouring over myself the darkness of my mind

I'm now walking alone!

ME AgaINst tHe woRLd

Look at me

I'm standing all alone

Having no one by my side

But still fighting the world

Fighting to reach to someone

Who will Fight by my side

And who would love me so much

That she'd fight the world if i say

But sometimes I think

This fight needs to end

Cause engaged in this fight

I've never found a real friend

Why is it taking too long

Too long for me to keep holding on

I guess i'm done with Fights

Its my time now to be gone

To be Gone from the world

And never looking back

Still not finding the one

For whom I kept Fighting on!

Screaming Out

This is me you see

Just a confused brat

Trying to be something

And losing everything for that!

Locking up my mind

I scream loudly inside

The calmness you see

Is just a storm waiting to happen

Thousand blasts occur within me

But I remain silent

Just gathering bitter times

Life and destiny is giving

Not all stories are sweet

Mine is Pathetic

Cause i find myself undone

I find myself screaming

Screaming hard to break the silence

To prove my existence

That ceased to you

For your self-obsession!

Emptyness!

All my life comes to a pause

A blank moment

where i stand alone with only

My memories by my side

I stopped to realise that i'm living

I'm not goneI'm just enjoying me!!!!!

what for all these times I couldn't be!

These empty spaces around

Are not urging me to fill themselves up anymore

I find peace in lonelyness now

Tears dont any more make me sore

Cause i've seen changes happen

Changes that took u away from me

Changes that made u different

But I liked u the way u used to be!

So I dive in the sea of emptiness

Still heading to nowhere

And I don't hope someone to find me

Cause I love this emptyness!!

The observer in a crowded city

I live in a city

I live amongst a million people

Everyday I watch thousands of them

Some known and some unknown faces

In some little or well known places

Some laugh, some cry

But they all pass byAnd I love to watch them Closely

I see a blind man waiting forA helping hand to cross the road

I see couples holding hands and walking

They are mad(sorry made) for each other, I suppose

I see a girl freshly heart-broken

Trying to stop her tears in a crowded train

Holding her head , covering her face

Trying hard to forget the pain

I see people being fooled

I see people making a fool

I see people laughing I see people loosing their cool

As my mind Is ever open

I see people differently

In their joy or pain

I see people sleeping

I see people Awake

I watch the humanity

This observer's eyes are always open!

This is my sweet recollection of thoughts while travelling in the city of Joy, Calcutta, India!

Walk In the Rain!

We are together

Walking down the lonely road

And every drop of rain

Is making us feel an amazing thing

I’m feeling that I’d die without u

I know you are feeling the same

Then why don’t you speak it out

Why don’t you break the silence?

Finally we’ve made it

You’ve finally said

We’re finally more than friends

And now I’ll hold you tight

I’ll hold you till eternity

And never let you go cause

Babe this is the best thing

That can ever happen to us…….

тнє ѕтσяу σƒ α вяσкєη нєαят

DREAMS BROKE AND HE WOKE UP

HOW COULD HE SLEEP LAST NIGHT

HIS WORLD IS SHATTERED NOW

HIS TEARS ARE THE ONLY THINGS THAT STAY BESIDE

HE'S CRYING BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW WHY

COZ HE HAD ALREADY LOST EVERYTHING HE HAD

AND SOMEONE WHO'S PRECIOUS THAN HIS HAPPINESS

HAS FINALLY MADE HIM SO SAD

RADIO PLAYS A SONG HE DOESN'T WANNA LISTEN

COZ ITS TAKING HIM BACKWARDS THE TIME

ITS NOW HIS TIME TO GET THE PAIN

AFTER YEARS OF WHAT HE CALLS LIFE

THIS MORNING SEEMS DARK TO HIM

NOW WHAT WOULD HE DO

HE DOESN'T WANNA LIVE ANYMORE

HE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE TO GO TO

HE LOOKS IN THE MIRROR

AND HE SEES HER IN IT

SHE DOESN'T WANNA TALK ANYMORE

SHE THINKS THEIR LOVE'S JUST A SHIT

HE ASKS THE MIRROR

DONT U LOVE ME

SHE SAYS NO

HE SAYS WAS ALL THIS A LIE?

SHE SAYS I ALWAYS THOUGHT SO

THEN HE ASKS GENTLY

Y CANT I JUST LET YOU GO

SHE REMAINS SILENT

AND HE BREAKS THE MIRROR

AS SHE BROKE HIS HEART

WITHOUT THINKING FOR A MOMENT

NOW

HE'S WALKING LONELY THROUGH THE ROAD OF LIFE

AND HE DETERMINES IN PAIN

THAT NO MATTER WHERE THIS ROAD LEADS TO

HE'S NEVER GONNA LOVE AGAIN!!!!